iv said it before, and il say it again

Ok 10 days of no blogging hahaha wow lol felt longer...anyway what has happened since the last time i blogged? hmmm oh suicide season is out and the songs are actually so much better then i expected they are fucking to die for seriously! like diamonds arn't forever that song is bloody kick ass!

yeah anyway oh yeah hahahaha hweishyan is my new mom and she is a damn good one too she gives moms a good name hahahaha (:

yeah oh well o'leves are like right around the corner like a hungry monster waiting behind a wall to grab you! i don't know if I'm prepared still very nervous i cant really say iv put in more then 70% effort to get through this and now the guilt is building up ): 40+ days more and its all over...i don't really know how i feel about it.



yeah been drawing to keep my mind stable after the 5hour + tuition iv been having, we will never sleep caus sleep is for the weak, and we will never rest till were all fucking dead! we are human ant






fishey i know it looks a bit strange but its my first koi fish


pumpkin :)



and the rose birds this one i did sometime ago but didn't have the time to post it up

Rasputin rocks OK

ok so yesterday went to get my bass re setup veek Wayne and Ben...than walked around slack here slack there...then veek went off to meet her friend to do her art thingy. we went to meet Aaron and chrone and yeah i came home and fell asleep lol yeah that's life now fucking O'levels around the corner been studying like fuck but still fucked up my prelims...i wanna be smart!!!! i wanna be cleaver!!! i wanna be bright i wanna know everything!!!! iv been watching this thing on discovery channel about the most evil men in history, and omg my favourite one is Rasputin. The guys name it's self so cool, and like wow he lived like about a hundred years ago and he is still feared by some Russians, which is sooo freakin cool like wouldn't it be nice to be remembered a hundred years from now for something you did or for how people revered you? nice right??? hahaha i wanna bring back the dead (: make zombies but like i have noticed like all the most evil people who have lived are all so damn intelligent but people fear them for their intelligence....so yeah i wanna be smart (:

we all cut our hair

I just saw Ashley on msn and he cut his hair hahahaha imagine a big strong muscular drummer with Wayne's emo hair hahahaha but i guess its ok la, im just so used to seeing him with his very long curly hair. Yeah and i cut my hair too ben said he wanted to cut his too....Yeah anyway had prelims today i think i did pretty well i could answer everything and i knew what i was doing so that's good (: yeah and i got more pice from last week.

cant remember where this was but the helmet was kick ass

I was going for the pirate look but now its gone

Niki has got the best education money can buy

For Better Fucking Endings

Alright yesterday was awesome all the bands were fucking kick ass! yeah i got the t'shirt but i dont think i can fit it hahahaha so il give it to veek who couldn't come ): sad sad oh well everyone who doesn't have their EP must go out and get it!, come on its only $10 don't be cheap its worth it. and it looks sooo good. and and and ikilledkenny is in the credits lol thanks guys! haha...Anyway about ikilledkenny, we have a new drummer his name is Ragu, and he is good!!! fucking tall guy doing his O'levels this year anyway i think we have all been inspired by yesterday to work harder on our music and hopefully have our ep launch sometime next year (:

naked paster and my blood soaked bible

28 days 9hours and 5minutes


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OMFG!!!!! yeah!!!!!! Bring Me The FUCKING Horizon!!!!








Today...woke up at like 9, was supposed to go for British council but i didn't. Went to meet Germain (who doesn't have Chinese tuition anymore hahahahaha)....and started drawing lol then i saw pranesh, said hi and than went off. I need to go shopping, i need cloths and i want to get new tattoos!!! i want a skull and an hourglass on the inner side of my arm....must save $$$





Oh yeah and happy birthday Chen who is now officially 18 lucky bastard! 5 more months for me ):


but in 2 months my O'levels will be over woohoo!!! yay! but, if you look at it from this point its still 60 days god damn it!


ok so tomorrow is a holiday awesome but i have tuition again if this doesn't help me in my O's il be fucking pissed ):





and i need to make a decision whether to go to UK at the end of the year or to stay....i want to stay caus i want to gig with ikilledkenny but UK is so fucking fun! ): but i guess i have to sacrifice these things for what i want (my band) (: im just feeling very happy that i have you guys and all our friends.





remedy for the lack of pictures on my blog....



wft is that???







agh its a DINOSAUR!!!!







dont eat me!!! please!

baybeats

ok yesterday went to baybeats with like Niki Brent and a few others then met up with Wayne Aaron Jill Alice chrone and ben yeah got to see like a...3 bands play only remembered forced vomit...yeah left halfway went to get booze and drank! yay in so long want to go drink again!!! soon soon (: i owe Eileen shots but i have bloody o'levels i want to cry went for hardcore tuition today and shit tomorrow also got! ): oh i wanna watch a movie now ok bye oh oh oh and i found out something really interesting squirrels can teleport!!! and im very sorry my blog very dry iv been in a very sian mood lately...

stories of glory are nothing but gory

Ok second day of prelims Chem was pretty easy English paper 1 was wtf la the topics were shit, really they were. yeah anyway tomorrow is math can score! (: yay than Thursday is physics and Friday is a fucking waste of time...im still contemplating weather to go or not....oh well just 2 more months and il be fucking free!!! i cant wait im already smiling like uncontrollably about the things il be doing heeheehee gig xiao! lol....oh yeah i started using facebook again (: agh i cannot think of anything else to say...okok i go do something interesting first than blog again ciao.