cuddle me brutal

iv said it before, and il say it again

2008-09-30T08:14:00.000-07:00

Ok 10 days of no blogging hahaha wow lol felt longer...anyway what has happened since the last time i blogged? hmmm oh suicide season is out and the songs are actually so much better then i expected they are fucking to die for seriously! like diamonds arn't forever that song is bloody kick ass!

yeah anyway oh yeah hahahaha hweishyan is my new mom and she is a damn good one too she gives moms a good name hahahaha (:

yeah oh well o'leves are like right around the corner like a hungry monster waiting behind a wall to grab you! i don't know if I'm prepared still very nervous i cant really say iv put in more then 70% effort to get through this and now the guilt is building up ): 40+ days more and its all over...i don't really know how i feel about it.

yeah been drawing to keep my mind stable after the 5hour + tuition iv been having, we will never sleep caus sleep is for the weak, and we will never rest till were all fucking dead! we are human ant

fishey i know it looks a bit strange but its my first koi fish

pumpkin :)

and the rose birds this one i did sometime ago but didn't have the time to post it up

Rasputin rocks OK

2008-09-20T05:50:00.000-07:00

ok so yesterday went to get my bass re setup veek Wayne and Ben...than walked around slack here slack there...then veek went off to meet her friend to do her art thingy. we went to meet Aaron and chrone and yeah i came home and fell asleep lol yeah that's life now fucking O'levels around the corner been studying like fuck but still fucked up my prelims...i wanna be smart!!!! i wanna be cleaver!!! i wanna be bright i wanna know everything!!!! iv been watching this thing on discovery channel about the most evil men in history, and omg my favourite one is Rasputin. The guys name it's self so cool, and like wow he lived like about a hundred years ago and he is still feared by some Russians, which is sooo freakin cool like wouldn't it be nice to be remembered a hundred years from now for something you did or for how people revered you? nice right??? hahaha i wanna bring back the dead (: make zombies but like i have noticed like all the most evil people who have lived are all so damn intelligent but people fear them for their intelligence....so yeah i wanna be smart (:

we all cut our hair

2008-09-08T02:49:00.000-07:00

I just saw Ashley on msn and he cut his hair hahahaha imagine a big strong muscular drummer with Wayne's emo hair hahahaha but i guess its ok la, im just so used to seeing him with his very long curly hair. Yeah and i cut my hair too ben said he wanted to cut his too....Yeah anyway had prelims today i think i did pretty well i could answer everything and i knew what i was doing so that's good (: yeah and i got more pice from last week.

cant remember where this was but the helmet was kick ass

I was going for the pirate look but now its gone

Niki has got the best education money can buy

For Better Fucking Endings

2008-09-05T23:22:00.000-07:00

Alright yesterday was awesome all the bands were fucking kick ass! yeah i got the t'shirt but i dont think i can fit it hahahaha so il give it to veek who couldn't come ): sad sad oh well everyone who doesn't have their EP must go out and get it!, come on its only $10 don't be cheap its worth it. and it looks sooo good. and and and ikilledkenny is in the credits lol thanks guys! haha...Anyway about ikilledkenny, we have a new drummer his name is Ragu, and he is good!!! fucking tall guy doing his O'levels this year anyway i think we have all been inspired by yesterday to work harder on our music and hopefully have our ep launch sometime next year (:

naked paster and my blood soaked bible

2008-08-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

28 days 9hours and 5minutes

until...

until.....

until....

Until.........

OMFG!!!!! yeah!!!!!! Bring Me The FUCKING Horizon!!!!

Today...woke up at like 9, was supposed to go for British council but i didn't. Went to meet Germain (who doesn't have Chinese tuition anymore hahahahaha)....and started drawing lol then i saw pranesh, said hi and than went off. I need to go shopping, i need cloths and i want to get new tattoos!!! i want a skull and an hourglass on the inner side of my arm....must save $$$

Oh yeah and happy birthday Chen who is now officially 18 lucky bastard! 5 more months for me ):

but in 2 months my O'levels will be over woohoo!!! yay! but, if you look at it from this point its still 60 days god damn it!

ok so tomorrow is a holiday awesome but i have tuition again if this doesn't help me in my O's il be fucking pissed ):

and i need to make a decision whether to go to UK at the end of the year or to stay....i want to stay caus i want to gig with ikilledkenny but UK is so fucking fun! ): but i guess i have to sacrifice these things for what i want (my band) (: im just feeling very happy that i have you guys and all our friends.

remedy for the lack of pictures on my blog....

wft is that???

agh its a DINOSAUR!!!!

dont eat me!!! please!

baybeats

2008-08-30T06:08:00.000-07:00

ok yesterday went to baybeats with like Niki Brent and a few others then met up with Wayne Aaron Jill Alice chrone and ben yeah got to see like a...3 bands play only remembered forced vomit...yeah left halfway went to get booze and drank! yay in so long want to go drink again!!! soon soon (: i owe Eileen shots but i have bloody o'levels i want to cry went for hardcore tuition today and shit tomorrow also got! ): oh i wanna watch a movie now ok bye oh oh oh and i found out something really interesting squirrels can teleport!!! and im very sorry my blog very dry iv been in a very sian mood lately...

stories of glory are nothing but gory

2008-08-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

Ok second day of prelims Chem was pretty easy English paper 1 was wtf la the topics were shit, really they were. yeah anyway tomorrow is math can score! (: yay than Thursday is physics and Friday is a fucking waste of time...im still contemplating weather to go or not....oh well just 2 more months and il be fucking free!!! i cant wait im already smiling like uncontrollably about the things il be doing heeheehee gig xiao! lol....oh yeah i started using facebook again (: agh i cannot think of anything else to say...okok i go do something interesting first than blog again ciao.

Triad stone for stone and gold for bone

2008-08-21T07:16:00.000-07:00

Ok have been thinking a bit...(very rare) Yeah was wondering, what happens if we one day realize that we will never die? What do we do when we are 700 years old and still look the same, will we be different people?....Yeah and where do babies come from? hahahahahaha... lol Yeah anyway been playing a bit of bass im a fucking noob la ): damn annoying only learned one song! (I used to make out with Medusa) agh! if i didn't have my fucking O'levels i would have time to practice more so fucking frustrating. I'm so stressed from both sides i want to improve on the band and my bass but people are also telling me to do well for my O'levels and, I know! Its like the most important paper in my life and shit like that, but like really is this how its going to be for eternity? people being judged by a piece of paper. Your worth is in paper (kind of like money if you think about it) intelligence is the new credit but but but do you really think O'levels tests your intelligence? or just your ability to study and how hardworking you are? Oh well cant go against the system that's what school tells you, that's what your parents tell you that's what everyone tells you so that's what you have to do, caus no one thinks your important until you can prove on paper, thus the word trust and faith are dead and should be removed from the dictionary. Anyway on the other side of my head have been thinking about lyrics and song titles....like the first really good one i had came from a long time ago "head bangs on broken glass" than just today "Beyond the blades" and i was talking to veek and came up with this "he touches her, she turns to gold, and in her eyes we turn to stone" its like inspired by king Midas and Medusa...im suddenly extremely interested in Greek mythology. and yeah my O'level prelims start next Monday "am i worried" i ask my self? "should you be?" some one answers...i think i might be going mad...........

can't wait for September caus its suicide season!

2008-08-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

Ok today was like wtf la in school i was dieing, at first cold sweat and everything caus i think i smoked too much and damn sleepy and want to throw up and faint and shit. So struggled to school, made it there condition didn't improve so i slept through chemistry. Then i dont know what happened woke up had physics than i was damn high during physics but everyone was so serious so i started to talk nonsense and everyone was like shut up and stuff caus it was practical than i was like agh fuck you so i did the practical damn fast and fell asleep again. had recess and we played the dice game again and "navin you son of a bitch you'll get yours!" yeah so after that we handed in our F&N coursework for the last time! finally its in MOE's hands woohoo no more!!!! ok so tomorrow got my fucking O'level ORAL! i think i should be fine but the idea of it being my O'level is still giving me a fucked up feeling...yeah than after that il be meeting ger....can't wait for September caus its suicide season woohoo Bring me the horizon's new album!!! and must thank Alex from St.Andrews caus he introduced me to BMTH and has sent me like almost every song they have thanks man! okok i go walk my dog now ciao see you all soon

omg fucking awesome now i kill you

2008-08-14T00:58:00.000-07:00

ok so school was normal the guys in my class came up with this game with dice where the highest roller gets wacked hahahaha its actualy very fun........................yeah well i thought i was going to die at first caus they were saying yesterday that those who didnt come on friday will all get into trouble or something today, but nothing happened i thought they were going to cane half the school or something....anyway yeah thats it now i have to learn 3 new songs woohoo fucking awesome la A VULGAR PICTURE, I USED TO MAKE OUT WITH MEDUSA, & ENTOMBMENT OF A MACHINE

FBE is good for your ears

2008-08-10T00:45:00.000-07:00

ok fuck im 6 inches away from 6 feet nah bey.... okok so never blog in a long time lets see what i can remember from last time....ok Friday was NDP in school right, didn't go i went to Far East to get Veek's birthday present lol a teddy bear...the initial plan was to get her a dress hahaha i would so like to see her in one considering iv never seen her wear anything other than penin skinnies and to write love on her arms t's hahaha anyway veek is cool! (:

Yeah than Sat was NDP fuck NDP la screw national day its not important patriotism is fucking dead....caus i had hardcore 5 hour tuition yeah balls can die one! yeah than after that was Jane's birthday lol met Aaron at escape than waited for the rest to come talk talk smoke smoke play guitar eat a bit than played cards. Yuanru is a very good card player she won than helped me win hahaha power, lol ok than we left at like at 10.10 or 10.15 gave wayne azel and yuanru a lift back. Got home and fell asleep...

Today was alright poned British Council i don't see why i have to go went with one of my class mates Germain to kino to get a new tattoo mag yeah anyway i got tuition later suck balls la i hate tution i hate O'levels i hate school! ( i seem to be complaining a lot...no good)

Yeah.... anyway, anyway For Better Endings new Ep launch! 5th September at Scape...... they are damn damn good seee!!! local bands do own! fuck your Jonas brothers and shit Singapore has talent and these guys are testament to it http://www.myspace.com/fbecore check em out now! now! now!

sudden craving for death

2008-08-04T07:11:00.001-07:00

im so fucking pressed for time so fucking stressed. Suicide is lingering at the corner of my mind but i don't want to die during ghost month....i wanna be the first victim or a murder in my family a violent brutal disfiguring painful murder...These thoughts in my head belong to your bed.....i don't know what to do about this time i have now, cant be bothered, but at the same time there is something in me that wants to do well, the survival instinct and im now faced with the choice to kill it or use it....I'm sorry to those that i have let down and am about to let down. (to parents) wanna me so bad, bring a fucking knife and pick a piece.................

Secret

2008-08-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

Ok so my bloody F&N coursework (B) is finished and handed in finally. Lol only went for 1 period in school today, left halfway got sick form and got Jane to act like my mother muhahahahaha! and it worked lol my school people are idiots! hahaha ok so now i owe her a bottle of whiskey... -.- ok so left school halfway to meet HILARY!!!, Soo and Nya. yeah got lost than was walking around looking for the right bus stop, and i felt like a few drops of water on my head so i was like ok must hurry up going to rain. I saw the bus stop and it was like, say 300 meters away so i was like ok not so bad than it started raining damn heavy and i was running and running for the bus stop and i was like omg totally wet! like really really wet! ok got the bus met them, and they had towels?! lol hahaha lol ok so we went to kopitiam where i learned a secret of Soo's hahaha (: lol i wont tell!!! and we played truth or dare. hahaha then we went to the park in woodlands were hilary and all wanted to go fishing hahahaha lol so she caught an earthworm and we named it Wayne. Soo poked it and and we were like ow! than i had i msged Wayne and asked him if he was crying? and he was like wth no! and i was like ok good just checking hahahahaha!!! iamsowetarded! yeah than we went to causeway point where we saw the fringe and vonn! ahhaha said hi to vonn and went to get bubble tea lol then we went back and i saw niki on the train lol yeah that dude has nice long hair i jealous!!!! i want long hair oh oh oh and i used a hair band today Hilary thinks its nice! (: i post pic tell me what you thing k thanks (:

hairband! (:

26th July gig pics

2008-08-01T09:32:00.001-07:00

got more pics but im rushing for time...another thing i only have 80 cents to my name im broke! fuck!!!

Ben 10 (werewolf)

i heart disco ball!

ikilledkenny!!!

ben in the corner

me!!! (:

Wayne (Zombie)... he said he wants to be bat man.... lol

its not important but its so annoying

2008-07-31T06:16:00.000-07:00

Ok so today was alright, started off good work up at like....8 yeah than went to school at 9.45 had my science MCQ papers first, did alright pretty good i think. Than we had our POA paper which is like go suck balls, so yeah i fell asleep through the hole paper. hahahaha after the mock test that's now OVER!!!! fuck yeah ( i shouldn't be celebrating caus my prelims are next) yeah so after that we had our inter class softball. Yeah it was kind of exciting caus we were like just winning almost lost and shit..... made it to finals and got in 2nd its like fucking annoying la my class has every silver medal for every inter class since sec 2 i think yeah! bloody hell oh well its not that important but still very annoying.... Maybe going out with Eileen tomorrow, i wanna blow my tuition off i hate going for it its good for me but fuck im just so lazy....

If i do that for O'levels il be in ITE next year

2008-07-27T21:29:00.000-07:00

ok so today woke up was like dieing don't know why, went to school saw Niki made him buy me cigarettes (: Thanks dude. Ok than went to school la de da de da ok than SS paper, fuck ok i knew my stuff but i was so fucking stoned and it was nice and cold so i fell asleep for like 45 min. Woke up and like chiong for the rest of the paper, only did like 3 pages "where got enough!" ok la a bit stressed, but i finished the paper went out to smoke with nicole bones and kamil hahaha bones damn dope today, hahaha caus like the lift door was closing on Nicole and bones was like she got fats can open the door "aggh!" ( with the stretching motion towards the door) hahahah ok not funny eileen would give that like half star haha..... Ok after that saw abi police man and whats his name, hassan on the train went to YCK smoke a bit bought bubble tea for my sister and now im rotting at home, fuck i need to do my F&N course work B la CB okok nvm later.
Study for Math paper 2 first....Fucking O'levels!

IKK gig and Ashley's party

2008-07-26T23:29:00.000-07:00

Ok so yesterday started with fucking tuition in the morning like omg what the fuck! Ok nvm so i finished went home got my bass and stuf, went to beat merchants and wow they have a poster of our gig, hahaha wanted to take it but didn't oh well. Than we recorded our original and a few covers! Eh eh got plain sunset cover, girl on queen street! hahahaha so eh check out our myspace at www.myspace.com/ikilledkennysg Thanks!! After that walking around with the band I saw GER and her friend shit cant remember her name but she is nice,......... oh right, right her name is Joan. Anyway haha i like Geraleine's new hat! (: Yeah so we had the gig and HILARY and friends came! (: I adore Hilary, she is damn cute ok! throwing fake cockroaches all over the place (: and i owe her ice cream! She left after we played, i think we were alright la but nothing special so yeah pictures up soon.............(: okok so after the gig we went around lepak a bit then went to bishan for Ashley's birthday Chrone, Aaron, Wayne, Ben, Jill, and me went there had some booze drank a bit more sat outside with Andrew (Ashley's brother) who tried to burn my sox me with my lighter hahahaha and Avery who was desperately trying to find satisfaction by seeing me in pain hahaha so left around....11.45 with Aaron, Chrone, Violet, her friend, and Ben saw Abby and Jane and a few others under the block before leaving said hi and bye.... got home and died...woke up this morning and realised i was still alive and had to go for tuition. Fucking O'levels! oh well see you all soon.......

Drawings

2008-07-23T04:18:00.000-07:00

Hi so i draw tattoos for people any one interested just tell me what you want designed and il try and help you out

Ink

2008-07-23T01:11:00.000-07:00

Ok so i haven't posted in a long time lol okok so i cant really remember where i left off yeah my school O'level Mock test started and i got 2 new tattoos yesterday. Ben Ger and Eileen came to watch me suffer in pain and omg fuck yeah it was Pain!! It was just outline caus i couldn't afford the shading yet (budget la lol) but fuck it was damn pain la like so much more pain than my first one like fucking hit my hip bone la! had to like cake through the hole thing but it wasn't that long oh yeah i watched dark knight yesterday and yeah what people are saying about the joker its true he fucking owns! like really did a good job hahaha "why, so serious!?".......anyway tomorrow i gots a maths paper so must study...lol oh yeah gig on sat that you all who are coming

another wasted day

2008-07-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

OK today school, had my F&N practical turned out alright nothing special yeah and the rest of the day was a waste of time i predict the same outcome for tomorrow...Ok so yeah after school today josh and all had their F&N practical so i met alex and two other guys. Went to eat, talked about random shit like camps and twits. Oh i got new shoes. Than went to look around for hot girls with the doods sadly J8 has none, YOU HEAR THAT NO HOT GIRLS IN BISHAN!!!! fuck i only saw this pretty cute hippie girl with a scooter hahahah lol but that was pretty dope hahaha sad sad. agh and alex tells me he went to toa payoh yesterday and he didn't see any hot chicks like omg where have all the pretty girls gone!!!! okok wait i know one hahahaha shhhh dont tell you! muhahahahha ok yeah okok i go watch a movie now fucking bored

Another body to mangle; to ravage and explore

2008-07-14T08:08:00.000-07:00

Feeling violent so here is a little trick on how to take a head off a human.

Its from Apex

When the bleeding slows, preparation for decapitation can be started.

Continue the cut to the throat around the entire neck, from the jawline to the back of the skull.

Once muscle and ligament have been sliced away, the head can be cleanly removed by gripping it on either side and twisting it off, separation occurring where the spinal cord meets the skull.

This is indicative of the method to be used for dividing other bones or joints, in that the meat should generally be cut through first with a knife, and the exposed bone then separated with a saw or cleaver.

The merits of keeping the skull as a trophy are debatable for two principal reasons.

First, a human skull may call suspicious attention to the new owner.

Secondly, thorough cleaning is difficult due to the large brain mass, which is hard to remove without opening the skull.

The brain is not good to eat.

Removing the tongue and eyes, skinning the head, and placing it outside in a wire cage may be effective.

The cage allows small scavengers such as ants and maggots to cleanse the flesh from the bones, while preventing it being carried off by larger scavengers, such as dogs and children.

After a sufficient period of time, you may retrieve the skull and boil it in a dilute bleach solution to sterilize it and wash away any remaining tissue.

Joshua's birthday

2008-07-14T07:56:00.000-07:00

ok sorry still haven't gotten pics from friday ): but got one today from josh's birthday he got caked in school than we went to pizza hut and he bought ur dinner power right haha yeah so than we took a cab back and josh said his hair was smelly caus of the cake hahahaha here is the only pic i got.

Fucking Awesome Night

2008-07-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

Ok firstly id like to apologise for PS ing the people i PS ed yesterday (reason im using PS is caus i cant spell pang sey??) oh anyway im very sorry k ): ...............ok the night officially started when i met up with Eileen Ger Abby and her boyfriend Linus yeah we went to somerset walked a bit than they went to eat. Hilary! and Soo (i owe you guys ice cream) said they were at doby and so was Wayne Ben Aaron and Jill so Im sorry but i left and went to meet them we went from Plaza Sing to Esplanade than Josh called me so i left to go meet the skaters. Josh, Alex, Chen, Mark, Clarence and Linus at plaza sing lol than saw Eileen Abby and Ger all at plaza sing again and they looked a bit pissed ): .So the skating started at this place near the chopstick memorial saw a guy doing drugs there so skated at the other side lol. next spot was marina square that was fun but got chased away by the guards met Mark (big dogs) at 7 11 went near the arts house to skate someore. than at around 2 we went to memorial Alex and Chen fucking brutal balls Alex landed kick flip off memo highest!! haahaha yeah stayed there until 3 than we went to Skate park no lights and lot of people. we went to taka but didnt play much so went on to forum and couldn't play the sets caus of construction but we were watching all the prostitutes at orchard towers there was this supper dope P.I dude there stalking men wtf! hahaha yeah skated a bit more around there than about 7am we left but not before the doods made me walk past orchard towers where there was this omg TRANNY WHORE walking around despo selling her self. At first the dare was to get her attention but when i heard her talking to her friend i was OMFG no fucking way man than i just walked past hahaha yeah took the train back with all the doods. got home at like 7.30 slept at 8am woke up at 10am for fucking tuition omg i was like seriously stoned i was falling asleep in front of the teacher fucking wanted to die la lol finished at 3.30pm!!! hxc! HAHAHA so yeah came home after that and fell asleep on the couch just woke up...il try and get PICS from Clarence and Chen later and post them up.

What the fuck old man

2008-07-10T01:31:00.000-07:00

Ok so school was the usual cant remember much. haha yeah but English was fun we were trying to get cockeyed and this is what i got lol fuck...

OK so anyway skipped remedial went to j8 to get a ear hole extender that's in my ear now fucking pain...yeah, so this is the strange thing, i was going up the lift and this old guy in his 50s yeah he saw my septum piercing and was like wha you pierce there pain agh? and i was like oh another one of these old people so i said yeah it was alright. then he asked me if i played, and i was like huh? play what, and he said women, and i was like what are you talking about, and he said you play girls? you like suck suck? and i was like what the fuck old man and he kept on going! than i told him eh i have to go i gut the stud but he kept following me until the mrt fuck if he got on the mrt with me id fucking wack that dirty old fucktart.

My Craving S

2008-07-09T09:27:00.000-07:00

I NEED THAT TASTE!! lingering on my tongue like blood after a fresh kill i need it i need IT!!!!!!!!!!i want to bite into it! shatter the bottles and consummate its contents in a single gulp I'm so thirsty, so found, so aware of things around me i want to slip into a fairy world of colourful ink and magical rivers, filled with vodka and whiskey rain where violence is raw and faces bleed where monsters lurk and mermaids swim in blood, where everything turns to stone in a eyes of a woman her breath like dead rabbits mutilated and tortured trampled into the ground food for the trees. the powder is strong it blows holes in my head i see the light filling my skull escaping from my eyes and every opening of my body i explode and candy flys everywhere pink tablets and ice cold glass stabbing you. you do no scream you cry you close your eyes and die

Skate!

2008-07-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

Ok today after school went out with Josh and Alex got some stuf for Josh's birthday on Friday got bushings for my deck fucking hate my deck sprayed a black dot on the red grip tape hahaha looks better now but still fuck i haven't skated for like 10- 12 months but i got home today went down to skate for awhile, and yeah i still got some tricks hahaha but i cant play stairs as well. :( oh well skate on Friday but i got jamming on Friday as well hahaha. TO WAYNE TAN!!! I have been PRACTICING!!!!. hahahaha yeah lol okay need to finish my F&N coursework B by tomorrow just started okok its not so bad its only 10 pages i think i can finish it hahahaha okok got to go do it now.

School... -.-

2008-07-08T00:07:00.000-07:00

Ok just got back from school, sucked didn't learn a thing. was asleep for the first 3 periods caus the teacher was talking about mutants and stuff than did some work for F&N (it sucks balls!) yeah got shouted at caus the hole class didn't do our coursework b. yeah than had ss and the teacher was a bitch we tried to listen at first but it was crap so we started to play with Scrabble pieces than she had to be a bitch and take them away and made us write our names down for her like what the fuck old bitch whats your problem we arnt disturbing your class! yeah so got pissed went out for a smoke than came home and yeah...don't know what im going to do later need to pass fanny his ipod...oh and i saw jai in my school today he was doing his Chinese oral hahahaha good luck...

6.33pm

2008-07-07T03:18:00.000-07:00

ok fuck so for gers assignment iv gotten 7 out of 24. fuck nvm and iv been doing my fucking 6months worth of F&N coursework in one day and guess what its almost finished but i have this sick feeling in my head to torture my self by deleting the hole thing without saving, hahahaha i wonder how that would make me feel hahahaha strange lol. Oh well had a dream last night i got eaten by a fucking spider fuck fuck fuck it was omg fuck you fucking scary la i work up and i was like fuck fuck fuck scared to go back to sleep and it was what 4.30am yeah i need to get over being scared of siders aswell omg omg eeeeeeee fuck you spider that wanted to eat me! go and die! hate those fucking eeeeeeeeee! so many eyes so many legs like agh!!! oh oh oh and i found it kind of fun to like get my adrenalin pumping caus i was still sleepy so i was looking on youtube and i found this scene in a covenant with spiders in it and OMFG CB go watch it i was like hell fuck fuck fuck and i jumped and and fucking hit my leg and now its pain full.... -.- yeah so that was my day today not very fun tomorrow i have school fuck i hate this! i need a new school...

HAND JOB

2008-07-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

okok so im still working on Geraleine's list of 24 things i love about my self. hahaha so far Eileen has helped me come up with 3 -.- another 21 more to go. (: hahaha oh yeah just watched hancock with my cousins, yeah its an alright show kind of twisted in a way but yeah alright. I wanna watch hell boy!!! (: hahahaha me going with Eileen next week woohoo...i need a plug for one of my 3 lip piercings...fuck omg tomorrow i need to stay home and finish my fucking F&N course work due last week im so fucking screwed if i don't do it...

Assignment in the school of ego

2008-07-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

So iv gotten a few complains from close friends that my self esteem is what fucking dead...so this is what a Supper cool amazing best friend Geraleine did she has given me an assignment and i think if i actually complete it, it might work but its fucking hard like come on! she wants me to find 24 things i love about my self in the next 24 hours hahahahaha i know it sounds soo cool but like there are very few things i love about my self! like really little must find! okok going out now with my cousins and my sister for a movie haven't seen anything in a really long time (: ciao

Vish Vicious

2008-07-06T02:01:00.000-07:00

OK here goes. this is like the second time iv decided to start a blog fucked up the first one it was called ilovenerdygirls.blogspot.com hahaha don't ask why but yeah iv been inspired to start writing again well firstly to help my fucked up shit spelling, to let people know how much i appreciate their company and yeah just to pass the time i guess...